Sorry for this but…

I hate how much I always get judged. People see me and think I’m this 16 year old boy, who know nothing of the real world. I have been through so fucking much and I may not have had the same experiences as you. That does not give you the right to think that I don’t know shit. sure I may not have lasted a mile in your shoes. You don’t see me putting you down, or judging you on how you got here, because I don’t know your past, or what you’ve been through. I could not last in your shoes. You may not have lasted in mine. So don’t call me young or Immature.

People grow at different rates. I try hard to please everyone, so much so that i forget to please myself… whatever done with today… People are dumb imma just go back to my videogames… blah

I don’t want a boyfriend… I want security, love, trust, romance and most importantly cuddles… I want cuddles

I try to post as happiest stuff as I can

but lately I’ve felt lonely… exactly a year ago i had all my friends with me and i could text anyone in the middle of the night and they would be there. My friends have either moved, broken up, or just talk to me. Now nights like tonight I have no one to lean on. No one to text, no one to talk to. Why do people have to grow up? I just need a hug and someone to smile and whisper me the words “Everything will be okay.”

I miss my friends